Thud. Mac-Thud. (macthud) wrote,
Thud. Mac-Thud.

nightmares are supposed to be un-fun in the dreaming, not the waking...

I would really like to stop waking up from dreams where all the ugliness of my past couple years have been resolved and all is sweetness and light and I'm happy and re-connected and secure and safe and comfortable and...

because none of that has come to pass, and the wave of depression that washes over when the realization hits that I've wakened from dreaming of not-here-now, rather than waking from sleep within that reality...

well, it does a number on me.

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